If these walls could talk

I'm fighting an invisible battle in my mind, searching for someone to help
If these walls could talk you would know about my cries at night  and know about my wounded soul
you'd be able to help me win this fight
Blinded by outside appearance you automatically  think my life is in place
Only if these walls could talk you'd be able to see the anger that burns in my gaze, the hope that is slowly fading away, the madness that sets my eyes ablaze
My heart is aching i can no longer take this hurt
Only if these walls could talk
They'd tell me there is a better tomorrow
They'd tell me there is a man upstairs looking down on me, one day he'll wipe away my tears, and there will be no more sorrow
Only if these walls could talk...

whisper

A whisper so quiet no one hears it 

A whisper so soft only the leaves can feel it

A whisper that holds so much promise it cant be held back

A whisper that can change lives  so completely it should be heard

But we all ignore it and it stays a simple whisper 

I once was

Once pure
Once innocent
Now guilty and Imprisoned in this lie
Once unspoiled
Once free
Now my guilty conscience wont let me sleep
Once audacious
Once optimistic
Now lost in this betrayal
Once Honest
Once trusting
Now afraid of what the truth may do
I lied to you and myself...