On a sad day

Don't cry for me I'm not worth the tears, Don't reach out your hand to me I don't need your charity, Don't pretend to know me I don't even know myself, Don't fake a smile for me I'm not worth the effort, Don't stop and talk to me just keep on walking, Don't feel sorry for me I don't need your sympathy, Don't offer your shoulder I don't need your support, Don't tell me its going to be alright I'm not stupid, Don't bring GOD into this not even he can help me.

*Mothers Day

Thank you for always being there for me when I needed you the most

Thank you for always protecting me

Thank you for believing in me

Thank you for being my mom

These are the things I wish I could tell you

These are the things I wish you were

You pretend as if nothing happened

I pretend as if nothing happened

How can I forgive you...

Here we are...

Happy Mothers Day

It's so hard...

To want to get better means be ready to face the pain. It is only when you face the pain that you will begin to gain a healthy perspective from which you can then think less distortedly, to the point where you will be able to recognize when you are so triggered as to blur your past with someone in your present.

Personal responsibility is key here as well. You must take responsibility for your needs, your wants, your pain, your actions and you must learn that there is no excuse for abuse. Blaming anyone else, even someone who abused or hurt you in childhood is not going to help you heal now. It will not help you meet your needs. It will not help you learn how to maintain relationships. It will not help you to find yourself... -Uknown